As I look over everything I've learned over the semester, everything is so easy. I remeber first learning it, the feeling as though this were completely alien and I would never understand it. But now as I re-learn these things, they come to me so quickly. If I could only go back in time and retake those quizzes and tests. I'd ace them for sure. So it should be easy for me to ace the final right? If these things are so easy. But its too much to re-learn in one night. Damn, I'd be such a good student if I would just do my work. I quote Modest Mouse -
I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth. After every exam, every semester, every year, every graduation, I say to myself, "now I can start over, now I can start fresh. Now I can set myself on the straight path and stay true to it." And every semester, year, graduation, I do horribly. I'm running out of time to start over. So one last time. I'm running away to China, and when I come back, if I cant bring myself to function like the rest of society, then I don't know what I'm going to do. Damn it, if only I were a rockstar, things would be so less complicated.
my heart...you're skin
this love...i'm in
you're right...I'm wrong
be free...belong
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